Hello
Everyone!
My
name is Mary and I am 31 and live in Michigan with my husband and our 18 month
old baby boy. I have been clean since October
2016 and on methadone since May of 2016.
I started using in my 20’s and was taking narcotic pain pills to curb my
appetite. (You know, instead of a diet
and exercise I figured that Vicodin would be just as effective-super smart
eh?). I switched from pills to heroin
after about a year and then that was the beginning of the end,
I was able to clean myself with the
help of the most wonderful man in the world that I was lucky enough to marry in
2017 and we had our son a few months later.
After a miscarriage last fall, we are pregnant again and due in November
of this year!
I was using for a few years and will
forever be affected by my consequences.
I absolutely fell in love with heroin and I never wanted to quit. I’ve
lived on the street, in a car, in a shady motel, and I even spent a little
while in a recovery house. I’ve been to
rehab twice but I wasn’t able to quit until I was finally fed up. This blog isn’t really intended for a lot of
traffic, but I felt that I needed to do this for myself so I could start
healing. If you happen to come across
this diary of my ramblings, drop in and say hello!
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